ngay thang nam

It's supposed to be an age of hope, of desire and dream. Why am I feeling discouraged like this? Sometimes I feel like if something happens that breaks the thread, I'll kill myself within a second....

running towards tomorrow

Nobody wants to be left behind, nor even stays still in the present.
Sometimes I feel ashamed of myself for being negative for so long. I was abandoned by a person, but hundreds of thousands of people don't have parents, don't have a home, don't ever mention about education. And I am here now, whining about how my heart is broken into pieces. :)
Since you can't die, they said, try to make as much out of your life as possible.